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Name: bRitTanY
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Berkeley
Birthday: 12/30/1989
Gender: Female


Interests: sHaoLin kuNg fU, bEinG iN dA SF Chinese New Year Parade, tHe 2008 oLyiMpiCs iN bEijIng, cHinA, BAAYF, kIck bOxinG
Expertise: KuNg-Fu hiStoRy, eNgliSh, cHineSe hiStoRy, tRipPiN' oVeR stuFf tHaT doN"t nEed tO bE tHouGht aBouT, tRyiN' nOt tO thInk aBouT sOmethInG tHaT dOesN't eXiSt


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Sunday, December 31, 2006

NEW YEAR!!!!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!

2007!!!!!


Monday, December 25, 2006

Christmas!!!!

merry christmas and happy new year!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, December 12, 2006

 the best things in life really come in threes? there's a saying that bad things happen in threes. the worst memories of my life involved three people. and now possibly what could be the best thing has three parts to it too. i guess the saying's true.

"love is never having to say "i'm sorry""

"if heaven had a height you would be that tall"

"i watch the world through eyes that see nothing, yet see everything"

"love shouldn't hurt, but love is sacrificial so it does"

"love is never having to say "i'm sorry""

"if heaven had a height you would be that tall"

"i watch the world though eyes that see nothing yet see everything"

"love shouldn't hurt, but love is sarificial so it does"

"love is never having to say "i'm sorry""

"if heaven had a height you would be that tall"

"i watch the world through eyes that see nothing yet see everything"

"love shouldn't hurt, but love is sacrificial so it does"

 


Thursday, November 30, 2006

some one once told me sometimes people get sick or in this case, ill. and he used ill as an acronym: I Lack Love. he said that when people truly, i mean truly love eachother they never get sick. he used the example of his brother and sister in-law and how they act like a bunch of teen-ager in love.

at some piont in my life i never got sick either. that was the best time of my life. i guess it was probably becuase i was really in love and someone other than my family loved me. i'd give anything to not ever get sick again and to have that feeling back or the person who gave it. how is that possible? if i told this would it be a two way street?

i've never felt like this before, i've never been sick, or ill like this ever. so wtf is wrong with me!?!?!?!?!?!?! it's driving me up a damn wall! i can't stand it. i ahte being sick and not being able to DO anything about it. but then what is there to do about it? exactly! NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so britt, just deal with it! 


Monday, November 27, 2006

i know what she's saying, i'd be the same if i were her. so to who ever she's writing about you needa get some guts. be real. the truth hurts, and some times it has to hurt. but if this is the person i'm thinking of what makes her think he won't treat her the ways he treats his baby? she's played this scene out before and look how it turned out...everybody got hurt and if she can tell me that everyone is fully healed i wouldn't believe her. so this is how it is...she must really like this play.

we were friends once, you and i

then we were an 'item'

i didn't speak to you and you didn't speak to me for some time

we were happy, but i guess it wasn't meant to be

so you see...

i watch the world through eyes that see nothing, yet see everything...

going through the motions of life since the day you asked me to be your wife

we planned to say "i do" an eternal "i love you"

but it's over and i don't cry anymore

can't fly anymore cuz your not at my side

but she's your fiance, your wife

the place that used to be mine

i watch the world through eyes that see nothing, yet see everything

love is never having to say "i'm sorry"

i was your Princess, you were my Baby forever and a day

now tryna to move on, but stuck on something that's gone

she love you, tryna change you to fit in her world

you don't belong in her's, just as she don't belong in yo's

a world of gangstas and thugs

hood rappas from da Yay

where we go stupid, dumb and hyphy

she don't needa be yo wifey

trying and wanting to say

"i don't care"

but in all honesty, i do

congrats.

are you really happy?

Player, Prince and Baby Boy

i watch the world through eyes that see nothing, yet see everything

tryna to move on, but stuck on something that's gone

not knowing how this game is played

girls who know this game ain't yo game

cuz we know how to do it right and put it down like that

but you wanna be the first to hit it from the back

love is never having to say "i'm sorry"

through bullshit and lies,

we still promised to tie the ties

i watch the world through eyes the see nothing, yet see everything

you were 'The One' who defined the meaning of love for me

i was 'The One' for you, would never be 'The One' for you again

like a storm in december my tears used to fall

but it's over now and i don't cry anymore

can't fly anymore cuz your not at my side

i feel so free, but so empty

love is never having to say "i'm sorry"

it took so long for me to see that

i finally see now how much you loved me

now that i do...

i watch the world through eyes that see nothing, yet see everything

for you i won't cry no more

all the memories flushed away,

the late night phone calls til 2 or 3 in the morning

for all the hurt i inflicted,

making you sick and breaking your heart

the insecurity i felt though i didn't need to feel like that

you stood strong til the end

sometimes still i watch the world through eyes veiled with tears blurring my vision...

can't stand to see you hurt the way i hurt you

but i guess it wouldn't be love if it didn't hurt

nobody said love was easy

now she's trying to not fall back in love wit you

and i'm trying to get over loving you

can't do it just like that, yet i fell in love with you just like that

how come i can't fall out of love with you like that?

those crystal castles of dreams in the sky

built on our love, a love that should've withstood anything

trying to move on, yet holding onto something that's gone

watching the world through eyes that see nothing, yet see everything

i used to cry, but now my eyes are dry

i'll find a way to fly again...

love always,

your baby boxer



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